ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! hihi

Uhmmm, wala lang =). Gusto ko magpost....... =) haaaaay

wala ako maipost eh, coz lahat ay confeeee, so eto na lang ....



AHHHHHHHH, WAIT, I HAVE TO GO SOMEWHERE.......I'LL CONTINUE THIS LATER... =)

Hearts day...........euheuheuheu

I thought this would be a great day and yes it was a good day but there's a whole lot difference between good and great. MAN! GALIT AKO SA ISANG TAO!!!!!!!. Why? Cause she doesn't know how to value me.............. us!!!!!!! Why is it that it's us who are supposed to be patient? Why is it that she gets mad at us for NO reason? I won't name her, not because I'm afraid na mabasa niya toh but because I still want others to look up at her. I know that it's kinda corny for me to get hurt. Well, me and my fellow............. have feelings naman eh!!!!!! WE ARE NOT MANHID. Still we tried to let it flow. We tried to adjust for her. I just hope that tomorrow, God wills, we would face each other with smiles, with the old laughters and the NICE conversations. I hope she would START THE DAY RIGHT hahahaha. Y speak!!!!!! naka!~nagaya ko!!!! Well, it's true naman eh, DAHHBAAHHH???!!!! It's not only me who's angry at this person. Madami rin eh, Nevertheless (asos!) I'm still true.........Yup! Di po ako BACKSTABBER.......ok ok medyo minsan lang but hey! di na maigi noh!!!! nagbago na koh!!!! wwwweally.........wwwweally!!!!!!!! Kaya nga ehuehuehuehue yung title ko eh.... SAD kasi, coz of what happened yesterday. It's ouch!








Anywho, I made friends pala with small children awhile ago, haha............Lam ko, kinda matanda na for me to mingle........pero do I have a choice????....eh cute sila eh, ano magagawa ko?.....haha... Binigyan din ako nang mga bracelets............sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll use them everyday= The kid's name is Kevin. He's soooooo friendly. Lam niyo yun, binigay niya lahat ng bracelets samin ni Leizl eh wala na natira sa kanya. Pero sabi nya meron pa daw sa bahay nila.... cute talaga!!! Tagalog ngayyyy ti panagsao da!!! waaaaaaaaaaah! Basta madami sila, ewan ko na pangalan nung iba. Tas nakihalubilo din ako sa pinsan ni Leizl na si Nomar. Sad to say napagalitan si Kevin sa teacher niya. Lupet!!! nakaupo yung teacher tapos yung bata pinatayo eh di nakakahiya yun. Eh mabait naman yung bata ah, mas magaspang pa yung mga second year na lalaki sa likod namin. Yung bata ang pinagdiskitehan!!!!!!!! Pero shit! Gusto kung harapin yung teacher niya, kasi naman napasubo lang yung bata........ ang lupit! Eh kung sabihin kung STOP!!!! THE KID IS INNOCENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........hahaha........scandalo! Yaan nalang natin, Teacher's day naman eh. Mabait pala mga bata ngayon, My GOD!!! It's very nice awhile ago. Grabe, wanna make friends with more kids...................... anyways liberated ang dating namin kanina, kami magklaklasmeyts....stampede inside the classroom. hehehe..


Panawagan:HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS ANOG ON FEB. 18..........isa sa coolest teachers ever. Love her!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muah!!!!

Stars early in the morning

Usually, I get up as early as 4:30 am, then I head outside our house to check my neighbor's lawn if they're awake. I swear, this is my very usual routine and yesterday morning, I woke up and I headed in front of our house. It was very silent. I went to our basketball court and then I dared to look at the sky. I was stunned by the stars that I saw. There were kazillions of them, though I couldn't actually say that they were twinkling, I felt my heart sank and everything was just so clear. All I want to say is that. I never realized how beautiful the night sky was and how grateful i have to have this kind of life. I've told myself lately that I am blessed. With the kind of friends and family that I have, nothing could get much better. I'm afraid of having all this things and losing them suddenly in just a blink of an eye. I just realized that life really does have it's up and downs and the longer you go high, the easier you fall down. That's why I'm starting to absorb the opptimism of human life. It's such a big deal for me to get along the life road smoothly.

Everyday I try to wake up, not thinking about my family and all I'm thinking about what happens next in school. But now I could just float, I wake up and I start thanking God, for nothing is possible without God's will. I start thinking about my cousins, whom I get close with these past weeks. I start thinking about the latest news. What is happening outside teenage life. I guess I'm just way different for some reasons. I admit that I can easily get mad but sometimes, I know that I'm gonna be okay. As what I've been telling myself, college will come soon, God wills, I could be there making a difference, no matter how ridiculous it seems, I know.

Sunday-o-rama

I'm feeling down today. I'm sooooooo bored. That's why I decided to make a post. I haven't even visited my friendster account yet since last Sunday. I don't even know what to do to our I.P.. I bet it will just be as Lame-o as my ideas last month. Arrgh! my groupmates doesn't even care how hard it is. As long as they pay for the materials, they zoom around living life large. Anways, yesterday was a big shock for me. Many people died at the Ultra to celebrate the first anniversary of wowowee. Oh-mah-God, 71 people died in that incident. When I first heard it yesterday when I got home, I was in no position to pay any attention, I thought they were just kidding about it. I thought it was impossible, "Eh baka met 17 lang daddy haan nga 70 ( Eh baka naman 17 lang daddy, hindi 70)" I was confirming my uncle, whom I call as my dad. "Haan, 70, Nagkadomino effect gamin tah diyay weight ti tatao keh agsinabeh ken nagdidinoron dah, natupakan diyay daduma (Hindi, 70, Nagkadomino effect kasi dahil nagkasalubong ang weight nang mga tao sa daan at nagtulakan sila kaya nadaganan yung iba.)" That time I found out it was true but then I went to Jean's birthday. So as I have said, It was a big shock. Kawawa naman yung mga tao, especially yung mga mahihirap na nagbabakasakaling manalo tas namatayan pa. So, isa na naman ito sa problems nating mga Filipino. Pano na yan! Sa hirap pa naman ng buhay, tas di pa tinuloy yung show, nako! Eh pano yung mga tao na namulanta sa gilid gilid ng ultra. Mah God! I just hope it will never happen again, mas grabe pa toh kaysa sa Apo Nazareno sa Quiapo, Hayyyy! Let's just pray for their souls and should I say, Let's pray with all our hearts. Sila ang munting bayani ng wowowee. May those people who died on their way to wowowee rest in peace.

SaTHURRday stress!

We have classes today and it's weekend, Augh! I wasn't that tired this morning but right now, I just want to sleep. Some things went well this morning. I woke up late, I went to school. Then I had a great time in Chemistry. I'm loving Chemistry, I didn't knew before that it was this exciting. I had a great conversation with my friends. I dealt with their problems, I even had Leizl and Mario beside me. Haha!, yung dalawang magkamukha katabi ko, waaaah! TAKE NOTE: Friends lang sila, wala na nga feelings si Mario for Leizl na eh. Basta, it was all okay na kasi nga wala nang insecurity between the two of them. So, as many knows, Saturday is just a typical weekend with no crap to do. Eventually I did a lot of things this saturday. I had a really great time. I love studying na! haha! Inspired?!! Ok, soooo birthday ngayon ni Mary Jean. I went to her birtyhday a while ago. Oh-mahh-God, it was so masaya. The venue was a hut near Sta. Catalina beach and it was windy. I was gonna show them our pond but it was to far from theirs. Hayyy! It was really nice. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN!!! haha! (^_^) Love the pad dear! haha! So eun, after that. Tofhie, Me and Leiz took pictures from Mae Ann's phone. I didn't realize maganda pala ate ni Mae ann ha! Really nice! Then we bid goodbye to Jean. Me and Leizl went to a net cafe and then we fixed some details for her blog. We were laughing so hard when we went home because there was a tricycle driver who really looks like Mr. Lagundi. Yeah! it's true, it's like the tricycle driver was his long lost twin. Haha! then we went here in our house. Nothing much, you know, girl stuff. Tas I really miss Karen (my cousin) and all the others, 7up. haha. Ilang days na kami di nagkikita ng mga topaks! huhuhuhu. Alrightie then, Im'ma cry na muna, I miss them eh!

My PC is back

Hey you Guys, I got my PC back last monday! I'm not actually blogging that often anymore and even browsing on the net is not an option. Hell yeah! I'm very cautious of my studies now and mind you I'm concerned about my future. Anywho, closing of SY 05-06 is coming. I CANT WAIT to take my vacation somewhere here on earth! di naman sa I hate my own country but it's so damn hot and I'm so damn insecured about my fellow classmates. Argghh! I want to bid goodbye to the jungle of asos! Di kasi ako makaconcentrate sa inggay ng mga lalaki sa classroom. Okay, So for a month I haven't updated my blog and I want to thank all the people who visited my blog still. Those who were bloghopping and those who tagged in my taggie, thanks. Okay, so I'll relate to y'all my one month bliss (JANUARY 06)

MASAYA!!!

sobra, I learned a lot of lessons in life last January, This is the month when I'm starting to grow. Every friend of mine can tell that I'm changing. The thing is!!! I've proven a lot of people that touched my life are real and concrete. I've also discovered the love given by my family and my cousins. hehehe. Lately almost everybody can tell that I adore my cousins. Hell yeah! I do!!!, it's just that this is the only time when I realized, Oh my gosh! Blood is truly thicker than water. That's why right now, I'm looking up to them, maybe I'm even beside them. I know I'm different than last year and it feels great. I'M LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST. College will come soon and there's no time to waste. That's why maybe I don't really care what goes around me. All I care about now is what goes AHEAD of me. The future is important, All I know is that I can't wait for the world to spin and I can't wait to be hopping in, what's it gonna take????

PC Dilemma

Urghhh! I miss my PC. I'm here sa isang net cafe. I'm gonna miss Blogging. Sensiya na, navirus pc ko dats why I have to make SUKOT SUKOT here. hehehe. Whatev na. Sige, ummmm tag parin kayo ha, I'll be back soon.

LALA; miss you pare!
ATE VAL; sorry ha! can't blog often na eh!

LOVE Y'all, can't kill me

End this year right to start a new year right

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!


Hello, Mustah na kayong lahat. Well, as for me, I'm fine, yeah! kinda feeling empty but hey! NEW YEAR na, let's make a change.

Ngayong New Year may resolutions ako:

1. I will have a lay low profile on 2006, ayoko maging center of attraction.
2. I will complete my notes from now on, I swear.
3. I will NOT let go of something that was never mine.
4. I will clean my room, spotless.
5. I will treat my dog very well, haha :) got new pooch (snowpee)
6. I will not use my internet very often now, my grades got affected.
7. I will be more punctual, oh please let this happen
8. I will participate on my classes like before, before the happy days of blogging.
9. I will be more open to my family and friends.
10. I will be more patient.
11. I will be more generous.
12. I will always listen to my friends.
13. I will always accompany my lonely friends.
14. I will NEVER backstab my enemies,hmmm, easy for me anyways.
15. I will go back to my reading habits.
16. I will NOT make poems for somebody I couldn't trust anymore.
17. I will keep my promises and never promise if I'd break them anyways.
18. I will stop the drama about Pumpkin, (hahaha:) duh! what's so great about that squash anyways.
19. I will defend myself if I know It's my right.
20. I will stop commenting others if they don't want to hear it.
21. I will only give advices to those I can trust and will not betray me.
22. I will always go to mass every sunday.
23. I will comply first before I complain.
24. I will NEVER go easy on life anymore.
25. Lastly, I'll trust myself and I'll be MORE MATURE.


Any violent reactions, waaaaaaah! di ako nageentertain ng mga rebellious words
nice comments may do, wahahahahahahahahahaha

TO ALL MY FRIENDS! I LOVE YOU ALL, I TRUST ALL OF YOU AND I HOPE
YOU WON'T LET ME DOWN, I'M SURE NEITHER ONE OF YOU WOULD,
RIGHT? I JUST WISH ALL OF YOU THE BEST!

LEIZL; Thank you for being there and you know that I'm here, you could see that.

MILDRED; Wow! Salamatee, love you! sala at sa pagshare mo ng secrets and I really appreciate you.

MAE ANN; Don't worry, I'll advice you as always, salamat sa pagtrust mo, I trust you too you know.

KEVIN; Salamatee, hehe. Galing ng pagmodel mo I heart you, mmm, as a friend bulgar ever! asaness

LALA; My Ate! Salamat sa lahat lahat, for the " I care" conversations, I care for you too.

ATE FLORIE; Another Ate! Isang magandang kasama, masarap kausap at masayang katext.

NINA E.; Salamatee sa lahat lahat, sa mga advices na sinabi mo in a good way, sa pagshare mo ng problems mo at

sa pagmamahal mo.

KAE; Salamatee, sobra, sobra..... Sa lahat, di ko akalaing kanyan ka ka comforting. Thanks!

ATE VAL; Salamat sa lahat, I'm so thankful sa support mo, for your understanding capability, hehe

TAKE CARE YOU GUYS LOVE YAH ALL, HAYLUVMYSELFSOOOOMUCH!